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September 24th, 2009 — Uncategorized
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September 23rd, 2009 — Uncategorized
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So I have learned in the past few weeks:
- To travel light
- To laugh at my mistakes and other peoples' too
- To listen without judgment or criticism
- To bear with tantrums and disappointment
- To do what needs to be done
- To forgive and be forgiven
- To only go where I am needed and wanted
- To let go of complicated things
- To expect the best and prepare for the worst
I also appreciated friends even more, especially those who:
- Washed dishes with me for two days straight and advised me to "keep the faucet open" (LOL!)
- Kept me company and shared my sanctuary.
- Sang cheesy love songs and beautiful duets on the videoke machine.
- Invited me to join events, grab opportunities and brave new experiences.
- Knocked on my door in the middle of the afternoon bearing tissue paper, oatmeal, milk and a pack of flu medicine.
- Gave me warm hugs and much-needed massages.
- Served with me and treated my flighty work habits with patience.
- Made me freshly brewed coffee and cooked for me.
- Lent me a jacket without being asked when I was stuck in an icebox.
- Pushed me into the Marianas trench and advised me to face my fears (aka as the Superbowl slide of doooom!)
- Talked with me for hours and listened.
- Lent me pretty dresses and convinced me to actually wear them.
- Accepted my invitations =)
- Inspired me with their blog posts.
- Let me sleep in and wake up late, as well as those who woke me up when it was necessary.
- Told the truth, even when it hurt. A lot.
- Were simply there.
And to those friends I sing:
Sometimes in our lives
We all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you won't let show
You just call on me brother, when you need a hand (Chorus)
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on
Second Verse
(Chorus)
If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me
(Chorus)
Call me (if you need a friend)
Call me (call me)
Listen to the acapela version sung by my KC mates 6 years ago in Cebu:
23-lean-on-me
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September 8th, 2009 — Uncategorized
The title for today's post is inspired by an online friend's blog meme called Truth Thursdays. Buy Bael no prescription, These three words capture what I have to do did the past weekend. Købe Bael online, αγοράζουν online Bael, I've been wallowing in abnormal (for me) melancholy for way too long. I let myself be stuck in comfort zones that only seem comfortable, Baltimore, Maryland. Milwaukee, Wisconsin, Online buying Bael, but in reality are square holes for my very round peg. The past three months has been a real-life MTV of the song Momentum by Aimee Mann:
Oh, for the sake of momentum
I’ve allowed my fears to get larger than life…
…I know life is getting shorter
I can’t bring myself to set the scene
Even when it’s broaching torture
I’ve got my routine
I can’t confront the doubts I have
I can’t admit that maybe the past was bad
And so for the sake of momentum
I’m condemning the future to death
So it can match the past.
So today I choose:
To stop being lost and start getting found. I've had a pretty good idea of my calling for some time now, and my giftings are very self evident (because the are nosiy ones), New York. Los Angeles, California. Where can i order Bael without prescription, Yet the fear of failure, the fear of eventually losing interest, australia, uk, us, usa, Bael pharmacy, and yes, the fear of going hungry has stopped me from seizing opportunities to actually do what I'm called to do, 5mg, 50mg, 75mg, 100mg. So I kept saying to myself, safe is best, make 5-year plans, constant boredom is part of work, and that pesky restlessness will go away by itself, buy Bael no prescription. Jacksonville, Florida, Columbus, Ohio,
Half a decade on, kjøpe Bael online, bestill Bael online, Bael coupon, what do I have to show for it. A demotivated job hopper who lives for the weekends, where can i buy Bael online. Bael price, A person who keeps on looking for career counseling from people who seem to have their act together. Recently a friend tagged me as “the lost one” in her fb application, Bael withdrawal. Buy Bael no prescription, When I reacted, she texted back: get found already. Ah, better the wounds of a friend indeed.
So after posting this blog, I'm off to make this choice real. Rx free Bael, Nothing to hold onto except this: Faith is being sure of what you hope for and certain of what you do not see.
To stop expecting and start living. I have been on quite an exciting roller coaster ride the past quarter, buy cheap Bael no rx. Order Bael online c.o.d, But after a while, going an unpredictable up-down-around-now-what. made me realize that roller coaster rides may be thrilling but I have a tendency to get motion sick. So before I hurl and totally ruin my dignity, I'm getting off the ride and out of the amusement park, buy Bael no prescription. Chalk one up to experience. No regrets. It was fun while it lasted, but to paraphrase M's poem: eto na ang hangganan ng pagkakataon.
On a lighter note: because the Vesper Choir is on Christmas cantata practice mode, I end this post with a few lines from a solo that should have been mine.
Oh happy day, what a happy happy day
When Jesus Christ (when Jesus was)
Was born on Christmas day....
Oh, what a happy day!
I'm still singing solo in December though. No escape. December 2005 first solo-singing trauma and all.
What does not kill me makes me stronger, he he he.
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