I hate this feeling
“Run”
by Collective Soul
Are these times contagious
I’ve never been this bored before
Is this the prize I’ve waited for
Now as the hours passing
There’s nothing left here to mature
I long to find a messenger
Have I got a long way to run [x2]
Yeah, I run [x2]
Is there a cure among us
From this processed sanity
I weaken with each voice that sings
In this world of purchase
I’m going to buy back memories
To awaken some old qualities
Have I got a long way to run …
As I have been told so many times, I have no right to complain. I’m better off than 99% of the people on this planet. But I just hate this feeling, building up over a quarter of frustration and second thoughts (and third and fourth and..). Venting is better than keeping it all bottled up, or being so numb that I can’t change anymore.
Reminder to self:
I am NOT in control. So what? The only freedom I have is to choose my attitude in any given circumstance.
And this:
“Therefore, take heart, men, for I believe God that it will be just as it was told me.” Acts 27:25