So the thesis proposal deadline was moved another week. Reprieve! Which gave me time to get some much needed human interaction with people I love...and thus inspiring this post. A week before Judgment Day, I thank you for: helping me exercise grace and the fruit of the Holy Spirit. letting me realize that this has become a comfort zone... but no longer. daring me to "sweat a little!" and thus try out badminton for the first time. the shared agony and the shared (claimed) upcoming victory. reminding me that it is worth the wait (else what is an MA for?). the wonderful opportunity and the glowing recommendation. revealing that the truth can be just as damaging, and some things no longer needed saying (for self protection). making me feel like an ate again and affirming my call to lead. both the encouragement and the rebukes, as well as listening to me rant in this thesis journey. affirming that I do not have to settle for second best. treating me to coffee and lending a book that was like the light shining in Damascus. showing me that I am part of your family. letting me go and grow. and the inspiration: no matter the heartbreaks and failed expectations, there is always room for love.

"Sorrowful, yet always rejoicing;

poor, yet making many rich;

having nothing, yet possessing everything"

2Corinthians 6:10 NIV

It is crunch time... and what am I doing? Writing a non-(hypo)thesis related blog, of course! At the moment I'm running the gamut from optimistic to surprised (see figure above, clockwise) and thus incapable of stringing a coherent sentence together. So I'll just use ate Charm's latest fb note to vent: LAYER 1: BASICS Current Location: flat Hair Color: black Righty/Lefty: righty LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE Your fear: being a failure, being hurt and (before) being alone. Now, I'm comfortable in solitude. Your dream of the perfect date: great conversation, overflowing coffee, watching a musical play/theater performance, stargazing/sunset watch, a long walk, working on a project together... these are options, not all at the same time of course! LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, AND TOMORROW. Your first thoughts waking up: what time is it? Your bedtime: after midnight Your most missed memory: right now? stargazing during camps/retreats in the provinces LAYER 4: YOUR PICK. Pepsi or Coke: Coke - this is happiness McDonald's or Burger King: Ugh. I don't like fastfood. Single or Group Dates: kahit ano basta hindi awkward. =) (agree!) Adidas or Nike: Neither. I'm not a rubber shoes person. ;) (me too! flipflops for me!) Chocolate or Vanilla: milk-chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Both. (Pareho namang coffee yun eh. yun isa may foam lang on top hehe) - oo nga naman LAYER 5: DO YOU.. Smoke: No. Cuss: what for? sarcasm and euphemisms are so much more effective for letting out steam Take showers: in the rain? very rarely Have a crush: of course! hihi. make that plural and  changeable Like school: Yes, I'm weird that way Think you're a health freak: not really LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER. Played a stripping game: eek! Kissed the same sex: Like beso hello and goodbye? Hindi ba gawain ng mga girls yun? If that's the case, then yes. But if you're talking about some other type of kissing, then no. - honga! Gotten beaten up: not with the intent to harm, more for artistic purposes. i was slapped and shoved in theater/drama scenes,and only got hurt once by accident LAYER 8: GETTING OLD Age you're hoping to be married by: before 30's i hope because having kids would be difficult after that age... but hey, i just might follow my Mama's example. Number of kids you're planning on having: pinagplaplanuhan pala yun? he he he LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY. Best eye color: amethyst/hazel...sa mga fictional characters because that eye color changes depending on the lighting. in real life, i have no preference. Hair color: again, in fictional characters i am fascinated by redheads, but in real life, anything goes Short or long hair: whatever suits personality Looks or personality: personality. I'm myopic so looks are barely discernible Fun or serious: depends on the situation... but I'd prefer someone I can laugh with LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING... 1 MINUTE AGO: reading (sigh) 1 HOUR AGO: coffee at McDonald's Pasong Tamo 1 WEEK AGO: being a substitue teacher LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE. I FEEL: sleepy and desperately needing motivation to finish what needs to be done. but grateful for all the blessings. I HATE: people who do not keep their word, as well as those who demand/expect too much I HIDE: the first thought that comes to mind in the name of tact, friendship, and word peace I NEED: to GRADUATE ASAP! I LOVE: I love Jesus!...and YOU with the love of the Lord! (singing) Wow this is therapeutic! Try nyo din! hehe =)

So maybe I should be some kind of laundry line. Hang their things on me And I will swing, I'm dry. You just wave in the sun Through the afternoon And then see They come to set you free Beneath the rising moon... Right now, I'm not like the wind freely blowing at all; I'm staked out and firmly tied in place by things I chose to do. Work - home - school - church - and my self-imposed limit of 2-events-on-weeknights-only. Staying put, yet flapping in the breeze with a looong laundry list of things to attend to: thesis, books, thesis, writing, thesis, coaching, thesis, research, thesis, darlings, thesis, worksheets, thesis, assessments, thesis, errands, thesis, chores, thesis, hugs, thesis... you get the gist. Not that I'm complaining. To be honest, I do miss being on the road and the exciting uncertainty of the first half of 2010. This quarter though, I'm beginning to appreciate that there is some sort of comfort in routine. Surprisingly, I now possess a certain calm happiness that only rest (and some occasional bouncing off the walls to expend wanderlust) can bring. After all, God has answered my prayer: I have enough solitude to keep me productive and enough company to keep me sane. So what's the point of this entry? First, I just had to write something non-thesis related since I was told to "Just do it... Produce something." The unforeseen yet welcome consequence of being part of a bible study for writers. Second, Don't Do Sadness from Spring Awakening is my song of the moment because, finally, after several months of moping, I simply refuse to do sadness anymore.

Awful sweet to be a little butterfly just winging over things and nothing deep inside. Nothing going going wild in you, you know, you're slowing by the riverside or floating high and blue.

Or maybe cool to be a little summer wind like once through everything and then away again. With the taste of dust in your mouth all day but no need to know like sadness you just sail away.

Cause you know, I don't do sadness not even a little bit. Just don't need it in my life don't want any part of it. I don't do sadness, hey I've done my time looking back on it all then it blows my mind, I don't do sadness so been there. Don't do sadness just don't care. Yes, I'm done with sadness. But I still care.

Information about lidocaine ointment usp 5, A hymn for 27 years of life, laughter and love. Thank you, Lord.

Christ be with me,

Christ within me,

Christ behind me, lidocaine viscous cough,

Christ before me,

Christ beside me,

Christ to win me,

Christ to comfort and restore me.

Christ beneath me, Trigeminal neuralgia lidocaine infusion,

Christ above me,

Christ in quiet,

Christ in danger,

Christ in hearts of all who love me,

Christ in mouth of friend and stranger.

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The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
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Complete set of results

Quality Time:		12
Physical Touch:		8
Words of Affirmation:		7
Acts of Service:		3
Receiving Gifts:		0

(from the book by Dr. Gary Chapman)

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I feel so loved. Mostly because of the much needed dose of quality time this past week: the fourth of July weekend, online thesis topic conceptualizations and morale boosters, surprise overnight guests, a post nuptial photo shoot, lidocaine topicaine 5 local topical anesthetic, my annual UPLB moment, text messages that said yes!, GTKY with the next generation,  a well stocked refrigerator, small group meetings, Febrile response to lidocaine patches, shared reading with my students, teacher lunch meetings, and reassuring quiet times.

Now it's time for me to share something have precious little of (quality time) with the people who truly matter.

This past year, I have learned to value people over things and activities. First things first.

"Many waters cannot quench love...." (Many Waters: A Companion to a Wrinkle in Time, Madeleine L' Engle)

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Lidocaine on the penis, June 30, 2010 was the inauguration of President Benigno S. Aquino III.

...which I did not witness at all. My only awareness of June 30, 2010 was that it was a holiday. And that yesterday, commuters enjoyed free rides on the LRT 1, LRT 2 and the MRT (which prompted some of my friends to travel the length of the Yellow and Purple lines).

June 30, 2010 was important and historic, but more urgent (and personally, more vital) things came up, lidocaine on the penis. Interestingly, the events for my day can be related to four issues that I feel should be addressed by the President:

8:00 am - 12:30pm My morning was spent rushing (I overslept) to work for a teachers' training on Beginning Filipino. I was introduced to the Marungko method and planned a Reading-Writing program. Also consumed two cups of very cold coffee and spaghetti for breakfast, and gratefully received a blessing, riverside california overdose of lidocaine.

Issue: EDUCATION

12:30 - 3:00 pm. I had a quick lunch date with with a friend, then availed of the free LRT 2 train ride (my third for the day). Lidocaine on the penis, I also had an impulse buy at an ukay-ukay. Then, I went grocery shopping for a hospital visit. The prices sent me reeling and took a healthy chunk of my first (and now much depleted) paycheck.

Issue: ECONOMY

3:00-4:30 pm. One of our ministry partners in PCCI, Ptr. Jess Alisbo, suffered from a stroke this week. He had to be rushed from Lagawe, Ifugao to the UERM Medical Center for treatment and observation, lidocaine on the penis. Yesterday, a dozen of us crammed into his tiny private room to visit him and supplied grocery items, Oral lidocaine reactions, stories, prayers and a reunion of sort. This septuagenarian never fails to inspire me with his testimony: three decades of fulltime mission work in the Ifugao region, over 30 churches planted, and a life dedicated to God.

Issue:HEALTH CARE (WELFARE for the elderly)

4:30 - 10:00 pm. Consulted another friend for my thesis topic at the Cubao Expo, which I happily discovered was an "emerging art district" with quaint shoe shops, clothing stores and cozy cafes. I was introduced to the Manila Collective Photospace and Cafe and ranted with total strangers about how a certain pop flick is taking up all the cinema space for the near future. Lidocaine on the penis, Also witnessed the coalescing of the void / birth of the amoeba which should become a higher life form ASAP / Genesis of my thesis topic. Ahh, the joys and perils of creative writing.

Issue: CULTURE AND THE ARTS

But I concede thet June 30 is important. So right after I post this entry, dental anesthesia cream lidocaine, I am going to read Pres. Aquino's Inaugural Speech online.

Photos: Cubao Expo by Paul Lee, President Noynoy by AP..

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Lidocaine vs benzocaine, for there is always something to be grateful for.

This June, I thank God:

that for every book on my reading list that I failed to borrow because someone has not yet returned them, there are five other, better and newer books on the library shelf.

for the opportunity to read books, play with kids, and hug them (both kids and books) every day... and call it work.

that for every inconsiderate fx driver who starts to move his vehicle even before your feet are settled on the ground, there is a taxi driver who will remind you that you forgot something as you get off.

for free lunches., lidocaine vs benzocaine. and five blocks to walk off the pounds from all that delicious food. Lidocaine fentanyl, that for every person I am missing, there are several new friends to get to know better.

for free ebooks, book sales and friends who generously lend their treasures.

that for every class that stresses me out, there are 3 more that inspire me. Lidocaine vs benzocaine, for the courage to nip things in the bud, cut my hair off, and let go of the unnecessary.

that for every betrayal and neglect, there is forgiveness and undeserved grace.

for videoke nights, weekend retreats, dinner dates, evening walks, food trips, is lidocaine hydrochloride a dangerous drug, dress shopping and chat sessions.

that for every hundred I invite, the twenty that do come are changed for good; the Pareto principle is true.

for the rainbows, glorious sunsets, full moons and starry nights.

that for every canceled meet up, there is always an unplanned and surprise getogether that is infinitely more fun, lidocaine vs benzocaine.

for the fact that many are called, but few are chosen.

that for every activity that ends, group that dies, or event that was not successful... Lidocaine shot for back pain, there are small beginnings that flourish, new challenges to overcome and uncharted territories to explore.

for the assurance that "through the darkest night, You hold my hand.".

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Lidocaine nasal tip, One time, big time. After a year of constant traveling, housecleaning had become a very optional task for me. I only sweep in search of misplaced keys, or when my allergies act up, or when I'm expecting visitors. Organizing my files and stuff happens once in a blue moon.

Earlier this June I was forced to confront the horror known as my bedroom. The last time I really cleaned and sorted before this was... uh oh, lidocaine nasal tip. So how did I create order out of utter chaos.

Three Tips for a One Time, Big Time Cleaning Spree

1. Empty all storage spaces: drawers, cabinets, plastic bags, paper bags tupperware containers, shoe boxes, overflowing tabletops, local anesthetic lidocaine bicarbonate, under the furniture, nooks, crannies, etc. Expect things to get worse before they can get better. My room looked like this:

Lidocaine nasal tip, 2. Sort, cluster and label. After dumping everything on the floor, I dug in with a vengeance. Sorting made me realize that I have more books than clothes and that I am guilty of killing acres of trees in pursuit of my graduate studies. I also had a walk down memory lane when I found six years' worth of QT journals. Ah, the stupidity naivete of youth.

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Here is just a tiny portion of my book pile. I really need bookshelves:

3. Lidocaine nasal tip, Be ruthless. If I haven't used it in a year, I usually throw or give it away. Especially for clothes: I am resigned to the fact that my waistline has zero chances of shrinking further at my age. I also rejoice in the fact that there are some things I do not have to live with anymore. Like Stat exercise sheets, advertising leaflets, bags with holes and broken zippers, worn out shoes, old newspapers and empty Coke bottles.

At last, after an overnight cleaning spree, filler with lidocaine, my room looked like this:

A place for everything and everything in its place. For now. =).

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Lidocaine co2, It is the start of another academic year. This is my second decade of being a student. And this is my first year as a professional teacher. The world's deep hunger and my deep gladness finally collided. So I welcome the second week of June with a curious mix of this-is-it-help-at-last-oh-joy-oh-no-weeh. … and this note posted by my fellow educators.

Reminder to self of the great responsibility ahead of me.

* * *

Letter from Abraham Lincoln to His Son's Teacher

My son starts school today, lidocaine co2. It is all going to be strange and new to him for a while and I wish you would treat him gently. It is an adventure that might take him across continents. All adventures that probably include wars, tragedy and sorrow. To live this life will require faith, love and courage.

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Teach him if you can that 10 cents earned is of far more value than a dollar found. In school, teacher, it is far more honorable to fail than to cheat. Teach him to learn how to gracefully lose, and enjoy winning when he does win.

Teach him to be gentle with people, internal hemorrhoids surgery impotence lidocaine i, tough with tough people. Steer him away from envy if you can and teach him the secret of quiet laughter. Teach him if you can - how to laugh when he is sad, teach him there is no shame in tears, lidocaine co2. Teach him there can be glory in failure and despair in success. Teach him to scoff at cynics.

Teach him if you can the wonders of books, but also give time to ponder the extreme mystery of birds in the sky, bees in the sun and flowers on a green hill. Teach him to have faith in his own ideas, even if every one tells him they are wrong.

Try to give my son the strength not to follow the crowd when everyone else is doing it. Teach him to listen to every one, but teach him also to filter all that he hears on a screen of truth and take only the good that comes through.

Teach him to sell his talents and brains to the highest bidder but never to put a price tag on his heart and soul. Let him have the courage to be impatient, Lidocaine q-dryl, let him have the patience to be brave. Teach him to have sublime faith in himself, because then he will always have sublime faith in mankind, in God.

This is the order, teacher but see what best you can do. He is such a nice little boy and he is my son..

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I.

lived beyond balance

jumped headfirst into the deep

with eyes wide open

II.

figuring my call

round peg crammed in a square hole

trial and error

III.

three months within the

dark belly of Jonah’s fish

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I think I finally found the right name for this blog:

Roots and wings.

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And challenge others to do the same.

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